If you have learned to walk        A little more sure-footedly than I,          Be patient with my stumbling then        And know that only as I do my best and try        May I attain the goal      For which we both are striving. If through experience, your soul       Has gained heights which I        As yet in dim-lit vision see,    Hold out your hand and point the way,      Lest from its straightness I should stray,     And walk a mile with me. THE REALLY HAPPY MAN IS THE ONE WHO CAN ENJOY THE SCENERY WHEN HE HAS TO TAKE A DETOUR! That's what this bp feels like.  You just get around the corner and then you hit another detour!    I am feeling stable right now but I'm not able to stay here and dwell.  I keep thinking that I will fall weak and end up flat on my face!  I am not happy where I am with my moods and emotions.  I feel like I am always trudging through the mud.    xoxoxoxxooxxoxoxoxoxooxoxox                                                                                               How many smiles from day to day       I've missed along my narrow way!      How many kindly words I've lost      What joy has my indifference cost!    This glorious friend that now I know    Would have been friendly years ago!

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Honey, I luv you and I will miss you while I am gone and I will be thinking of you. Keep hanging in there. Luv and hugs
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Hang in there Ramona...I am so sorry you are having such a rough go of it and I pray that your moods will improve soon.
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This entry is very thought provoking. I like it. But I\'m sad to hear you\'re struggling so much. However, I know how you feel. For the longest time...people were convinced I had BP. Finally, after I freaked out my landlady...I found out that I had BPD instead. They\'re similar in ways...yet, different at the same time. So, I hope you do take care of yourself my dear. *hugs*