Pulpit

The last couple of weeks I have been having some episodes of mixed moods, what a relief to get to feel so good about "everything" for a while!   Having highs makes it much easier when I get low...

Well, I have been home now for a few days and things are going ok.  I have been busy but only overwhelemd a few times, had a couple of melt downs but was able to get back up!  Have a busy week...

I'm home now.  Don't want to be here though.   Feeling swarmed with activity already...aaahhh!   On my way out the door already. 

Well this is my last night of visiting my friends.  I am anxious about going home and being by myself.  I have had a great week and will really miss my frineds.  

It has been a long night and morning.  Today I feel like I am being torn in two peices, one side is the good side and the other side is the evil side,  I am leaning more on the evil side right...

It is Monday and I am feeling like I have found a part of my old self.  My friends I am visiting I haven't seen for over a year.  We had shared some fun times together when my bp was under control,...

My face is yellow!  My face is yellow!  Not often I can claim a yellow face.   Have been feeling out of place in this world since sunday,  enjoying myself and wanting to do things,  it's been...

I have been feeling very ok since sunday....uuummmm  don't know if I can trust myself to run with this positive feeling.  The new med I'm taking wouldn't have any effect yet so it must be...

I don't get it?  Hmmmmm?   Today I was gone from 7am till 10pm and was around people all day, but I actually enjoyed the day, all of it!  I felt positive about everything.  I felt no stress..no...

Well,  I made my goal to 80% for the without crashing for a day   and made it to 90% for the have a positive attitude.    Pretty good for the first time.  Gotta go.  oxoxox 

It is another day.  Already the weekend.   I isolated myself today until later in the evening, then I went for coffee with my best friend and one of the older gentleman in our church.  Tonight...

Today I cried so much I think I emptied all the liquid out of my body.   Notthing went right today.  I even went to appts that weren't even booked.  I hate it when everything is going wrong and...

I got a few hours sleep.  Feels like I got run over by a truck.  Having a hard time today and I just got up.  I wish all this misery would end and I wish I could help myself more to get ouu of...

been a very long day.  I had at least a dozen melt downs...ggggrrr!  I almost feel like I've fallen and can't get up!   I should be in bed but who wants to go to bed with all this on their...