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 This is a tribute to my friend Ramona  What a Friend we have in Jesus.I found a friend eight years ago,who showed me here love for her best friend.Jesus.I walked into her house and was awed by...

So here it is just a day after feeling so awful!   What's with all these moods swings anyhow???    I have never been so frustrated about trying to live day to day.    Notthing seems the same...

I am doing much better now.  I am staying put here on DS.  How could I leave behind people who love me so much!  Thanks for sticking it out with me.  Who knows, maybe this will be the last time I...

Well, yesterday I did it and today I did it again only the opposite way!!!  I am having a gggggrrrrrrrr  day today!!!   I met a new family doc today..ha ha!   That was the beginning of a...

Well, I did it and it is a fact.....I opened the basement door and ran out of the cluthes of despair and hopelessness.....yyyeeeesssss!!!!    Now I need to burn it for I don't stumble in the dark...

Yeahhhhhhaaaaaaaa!!!!  That' s a new work I invented for how I'm feeling!!  Beats aahhh! or blaaahhhh! or ggggrrrr!!!!  LOL   Today life is wonderful wonderful wonderful!   I feel so good and...

Oh come  on..how much of this depression is one expected to endure anyway!!!    I felt great during the day and then this evening while we were half way through church I could feel this chemical...

The last couple of weeks I have been having some episodes of mixed moods, what a relief to get to feel so good about "everything" for a while!   Having highs makes it much easier when I get low...

Well, I have been home now for a few days and things are going ok.  I have been busy but only overwhelemd a few times, had a couple of melt downs but was able to get back up!  Have a busy week...

I'm home now.  Don't want to be here though.   Feeling swarmed with activity already...aaahhh!   On my way out the door already. 

Well this is my last night of visiting my friends.  I am anxious about going home and being by myself.  I have had a great week and will really miss my frineds.  

It has been a long night and morning.  Today I feel like I am being torn in two peices, one side is the good side and the other side is the evil side,  I am leaning more on the evil side right...

It is Monday and I am feeling like I have found a part of my old self.  My friends I am visiting I haven't seen for over a year.  We had shared some fun times together when my bp was under control,...

My face is yellow!  My face is yellow!  Not often I can claim a yellow face.   Have been feeling out of place in this world since sunday,  enjoying myself and wanting to do things,  it's been...

I have been feeling very ok since sunday....uuummmm  don't know if I can trust myself to run with this positive feeling.  The new med I'm taking wouldn't have any effect yet so it must be...