Pulpit

Inch by inch by inch by inch............!

I couldn't get ahold of my pdoc's nurse today.   I left a message at the front desk.  He didn't call me.    At the end of the day I called the office again but still no person there?   So I...

I Search For YouIn my nothingness.  I search for YouMy God, to guide my wayThe path is often difficultWhen darkness comes with day.In brief moments I feel You nearI panic when You're gonePlease keep...

All death can do is to throw his shadow across the place.  Shadows never hurt any one.We have nothing to fear! Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for...

Another day has come to an end.  I made it thus far.  I hate how I feel and despise the person I have become because of being locked up in a hell of my own.  Trusting my Lord to save me from this...

It is dark in the depths...

This is how my heart feels...blahhhhhh!!   This is how my brain feels...aaaaaahhhhhhhhh! 

Went to my family doc this morning,  he is my new one that is a gem!   He got my test results back from the lab and wanted to go over them with me.  I had a physical and he ordered a page and a...

Today was a great day from 4am till 2pm.  I wasn't tired at work at all, in fact I started some paperwork at 7 in the morning!!! When I woke the kids up I jumped in bed and played with them for a...

Good thing I am out of the dark cause my sight was growing very dim down in that basememt.   It feels strange now when I spiral downwards from being up for any amount of time.   It seems like I...

I was up and then I was down and then I was up and then I was down ect.......! At least I am not staying depressed for any long amount of time...yessss! Every day is a new beginnning and I...

I have been up for only a few hours and have been to the moon and back down in the basement at least a handful of time already??   Hope this day gets more stablized!   I won't get notthing down...

Well here it is Sat night, and I am energetic, happy, positive, motivated and peacful....???   Yesterday I was spiraling down the basement stairs to that dark old dungeon I used to live in and...