Pulpit

Well, here I am back home after a morning of fellowship and lunch.  The more I hang out with people the more I don't want to.  People really bug me right now, wonder why?  I don't seem to have the...

When I woke up this morning the gripping cloud of depression had finally left. This is the quickest eposode of spiralling downward that I can remember.  It is like night and  day.  Oh goodness,...

Down into the depthsThat's where I seem to goWhy do I go thereKnowing it's the end of the road?  Forever embedded in a cold dark placeFinding no comfort only disgraceThe pain is intense as I sit in...

Down...down....down...down!    How can it be such a short time ago that I felt "normal?"I don't get it and never will.  I'm tired now.  Very tired now.  I want to go to sleep but my meds don't...

The waves have stoppedThe storm is calmI'm gaining controlSince it's been gone  Inside of my headA million thoughts raceMy body is not used To such a "normal" pace  Many times I'll wonderHow long...

Here I am again home again!  I miss being here.  I am feeling like I want to just shut out the rest of the world and be with just me.  When I look ahead on my schedule I am busy busy busy.  I...

After I took my meds including the Seroquel, I could feel my heart just racing.  I went to bed shortly after and can't remember when I fell asleep?  I woke up many times during the night.  When...

Well, I have some potion to fix all the activity going on in my mouth.  I have to take it for 10 days.  Talked to my pd today and he wants me to stop taking Nozinan, that was the second sleep med...

I have had dry mouth for 8 months but not until a  couple of weeks ago did I experience the real meaning of dry mouth...OUCH!    First my tongue got very sore and burning feeling..OUCH!  ...

Being tired is no funWhen you are the only oneTo fall asleep during churchAnd wake up to a birds loud chirp Oh I long to close my eyesAnd see notthing but dark gray skysBut I am in the here and...

I'm back!!  I'm back!!  I'm back!! 

Just on for a short period.  I am at my sisters tonight so using her computer.  Tommorow I am off to my mom's for 2 days then thurs-sat off to our church campground for a ladies retreat.  I am...

I go home tommorow.  I wish I could stay longer, I am thinking of coming for a month in the fall sometime if I can get away?  I am not rested enough to go back home yet. blahh!  My computer is...

Well here I am away from home and relaxing with some good friends.  I love coming here, it is like going to a retreat.  Today I have been feeling a bit foggy, then I got to feeling a bit irritable...

It is morning again...ya! *sigh*  It's bright and sunny...ya!  *sigh*  I feel blahhh this morning.  I dont fee stable.  I will probably go back to bed.  Feel like I've repeated this part of my...