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Well I am back to "normal" now. Fun while the high lasted, I sure needed the break. But I am probably safer this way. Still one day at a time.

alls I can say is I feel so good last few days! Catching this round and hanging on for the ride. Bp does have some benefits when we o so need them. hee hee

  Well, I am into week 8 of being off my meds. Feeling really good mentally and physically. It's been a long road, but worth it.When I took my last med on Dec 30th,2012 I knew I made it to the...

O for goodness sake.  What is the point of all this anyway?  I am so miserable but can't seem to get the whole "misery" feeling out, not even a bit.  Makes me so mad.  I wouldn't have a problem...

Well, I just got home from visiting my family for 2 weeks.  First week went fine with my grandbabies until the second day when I got this terrible flu!  Had it of 4 days...ugh!  When it was...

Well here I  go again. I am off the see my  grandbabies and my sick brother. Feeling really lousy from my med change. Well things  can only get better. xoxoxo

 This it is, I see it in the distance,the bush, the trees, the woods,Oh how long will it take to make it there?I've always chided myself for staying away from mistchief,but today I push that feeling...

Gone to visit my grandbabies. Be back in a week or so. xoxoxo

Well, it has been a long month so far.  We are in the middle of a family crisis over my grandaughter, Shianne.  I haven't been home very much lately.  I am at my daughter's side so I can help...

It is almost midnight here and I'm tired.  I can't get to sleep cause my anxiety levels are high..high...high!  My heart is pounding out of my chest, I can't stop shaking, my skin feels all...

Woke up today feeling foggy and exhausted as usual, I just can't get to sleep at night, during the rem time of my sleep, which comes early morning I seem to sleep best with no interference. My pd has...

Well, I saw my pd today, my second visit to her.  I really miss my old pd and right now I don't know if I can ever get over him or used to my new one?  I fought with myself about even going to this...

Well it has been a challenge and a trial for me this past week, I am glad it's almost over!  Never has my bp mind been challenged as it has.   I feel like I am on a merry-go-round of emotions and...

O for goodness sake.  What is the point of all this anyway?  I am so miserable but can't seem to get the whole "misery" feeling out, not even a bit.  Makes me so mad.  I wouldn't have a problem...

Well, I just got home from visiting my family for 2 weeks.  First week went fine with my grandbabies until the second day when I got this terrible flu!  Had it of 4 days...ugh!  When it was...