Feeling down tonight....I'm trying so hard to improve my outlook & attitude. I have always been generally happy until all this happened. I guess because I have never been forced to look inwards & now that I am, I'm not liking what I'm seeing. tried to go to a CoDA meeting tonight. Had to drive half an hour & the roads were not the best tonight & there was not a soul in sight. So as I was driving back I made a slight detour to the house we owned about 5 years ago....shouldn't have done that! I sat there & cried thinking that we had been happy then....even he has said he was happy then. I'm feeling so depressed now. I was praying for a moose while driving again & I haven't thought of that for awhile....I'm so tired of feeling this way. I miss him so much!!
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i sure with i could make all of your pain go away, but i will have to say that i\'m proud of you for standing in your pain and for seeking healing...it takes a lot courage to do that....
i pray for you that God will touch your heart and bring comfort and hope...that you will not be so hard on yourself, but will learn from your mistakes, grow, and love yourself and others.....
now, don\'t be praying for any more moose to come find you while you are driving young lady! you are cared about and are loved and your beautiful daughters need and want their beautiful mother to be in their life forever!
hugs, love and prayers friend!
I know what you feel for I am going throught the same emotional roller coaster. Time can be our worst enemy but it can also make us stronger. Keep in mind that we will all get through this. Each day is a new day each day is a new challenge. I for one am tired of crying but I know it wont last forever if so I think I may have my tear ducts removed. Nahhh nothing wrong with a good cry, we are all human. If we didnt cry then there is something wrong. Hang in there.