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The replies that I have received have been very comforting. I greatly appreciate you for taking the time to give me your honest opinion.

When that all happened they pretty much went off every word that came out of his mouth and never listened to me or Holly. I told them that If he couldn't simple rules at my home like keep his room...

I have mentioned the events that have taken place in my wife's family that have put a knot in my recovery from depression. I found out in July of last year that my stepson was a pedofile. When I...

Just thought that I would let you all know that I am alone again.  I lost her she wants nothing to do with me. She destroyed me

I honestly didn't think I could love again but when I saw that I could I may of destroyed any chance of a future with her. Things went way to fast and I felt things way before I should. It's been 10...

Life sometimes sucks. When you go to school you make close relationships with others and you think that these people will always be their for you. The sad truth is some of them will betray you and...

Something horrible has happened in my wife's family. It has ripped a new whole in my heart. I am devastated by this but think the happening could have been avoided if my wife would have just backed...

My father is finally getting the help that he needs. For the next 2 weeks, may be longer, He will be staying at a rehab facility to improve his daily life. I think he will benefit greatly from this....

I Just want you all to know that I still mourn for my wife. The only time when my emotions hit me is when I am around friends and family that loved her. Their sad energy hits me and emotions flood...

One night I was sitting at my house crying, thinking about Holly, feeling empty inside like so many times before. I just wanted to die. I was in total despair once again and was tired of it all. I...

When I got on to daily strength I went directly to the Widows & Widowers Support Group. I found many who had lost loved ones. I got to talk to people that shared in this horrible loss. For a while I...

As I drove home from my wife's funeral I felt calm and glad that the funeral was over. For about 3 or 4 weeks I was in this evil and spiteful state. I continued on with life but could barely...

Me and my wife were in the living room. I was on the 360 playing halo reach. I was building a map that you could play online with your friends. She was sleeping on the couch. She said sweetie what...

I always struggled with what to believe when it comes to religion. I hated the thought of others going to hell because they don't believe a certain way.  I am sharing what I learned so that the few...

I went to Holly's aunts last night and have just got home. Holly loved going over their because I think they treated her better than her immediate family did, Hell I know they did. Anyways when I...