drew4lostluv

Hello I'm a 35 year old male. I have very few friends. I have fast paced intense relationships with women where I can be extremely insecure and can become verbally abusive. At the end of...

I lost a good woman because i am an insecure person that has no love for himself.  I don't know how to love myself to be honest. I don't know where to start. Maybe a self help book. I don't know....

Living with depression without medication can be tuff. I personally have to set time for myself in the mornings to prepare myself for the day. Some days I have an hour or so and other days I give...

I just had a dream, it was a very strange dream that was hard to follow but it sent me a powerful message that somehow unlocked things that was taken from me for many years. I have my self esteem, my...

A lot of my friends here wonder if things are OK.  My answer is yes for the most part. I am learning how to interact around people.  I am getting off my butt and getting things done around the...

Yeah many of you know that I was very upset over having an arrest record.    I'm just relieved that that period of my life is past me. I know that I'm not on as much but that only means that I...

I just wanted everyone to know that I am doing well.  I realized that I let things like the internet, games, porn, smoking, my phone, and television consume my life. I have learned to cut back from...

I'm taking a break from everything.  A week off from everything that is connected to the Internet. I think it'll be good for me. 

Hey all just updating everyone on how I'm doing.  My mind seems much clearer than it's been in quite a while.  I have let things bother me, that really shouldn't.  I like talking to my friends and...

I have to admit my life is much better than it used to be.  I have made friends and enjoy their company.  I still find myself being lonely, wishing I had someone that I wanted to have in my arms. I...

My dad fell last  night and I was very concerned for his health. Dad seems to be doing much better now but he hasn't been weak in the mornings.  I am going to keep an eye on him and see if he is...

6:00 Am. Wake up.6:15 Am. Exercise.7:30 Am. Meditation8:00 Am. Take care of my father and my aunt10:00 Am. Decide what tasks I need accomplished for the day.10:15 Am. Work on the tasks that I set for...

I will give myself time at the beginning of the day for self meditation.I will exercise daily to keep my health and improve myself.I will keep my mind clear, focus on my task at hand, and be more...

I've noticed that I am doing something that I don't find healthy.  I am desperate to find someone so I don't feel so alone. I spend what little money I have on dates with women that I believe will...

First off I'm not going to say this website has cured me but it is 1 of many tools that I use to help myself.  A huge comfort that I have discovered was that I am not alone. I have lost a lot as...