jeanette474
Status: Hoping to be a support to others as well as myself. Been a long time since I was on DS.
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Am sitting here waiting for my time to go to the group home. Have been watching Animal Planet. My heart is full when I watch this program. I am in awe over the love I see when I watch Animal...
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Well, it is Wednesday and I start work at 3:pm this afternoon. Looking foward to going to work, because it is work I love to do. It really does not feel like work, as I go to the group home. I...
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Thought I would post my poem again on my journal. I think this poem truly says it all about the shame I have been carrying for such a long time. It is the one poem I have written that really...
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Wow, I have been on DS more than any other site. I keep going back and reading and reading. I am appauled by the amount of people who have been abused. I am angry as well. I see this as an...
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I went today to a family violence meeting. It was very interesting. The subject was forgiveness. Hmmm interesting subject. One I am not there with at all. There were about 20 people there...
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It felt good that my husband went to my EMDR therapy last night. What my therapist explained is that the brain of a survivor who has experienced long term trauma is that the brain functions...
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So here I sit at my computer. Had a rough morning feeling very anxious about how I am feeling. I prayed to God that He would hear my prayer and heal my mind. I drove my resident from the group...
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It is rainy outside and I feel tired. I have been thru a few days of feeling angry. I will not apologize for my anger. I call it righteous anger. I am angry that my mother in law is so self...
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Every time I come to this site Daily Strength I am so saddened by what all survivors go thru. At times I just want to scream. I want to scream and yell and stomp my feet and say STOP IT. At...
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It was a good day today. Went to a church I have never been to before. It was called the Community Mennonite Church. Was going to meet my friend there but she decided to not go. I found the...
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Wished I had more energy today, but I don't. Will be going to work at the group home today. Would love to just stay home and draw or pretty much not do anything. This cold has me really without...
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I am sitting here with a cold. Have diabetes. Blood sugar is high. Oh well part of being human. I have read some of the posts on this site and how I wish I could reach out to all those who...
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Today I am feeling spacy. Usually when a memory is coming up I feel that way. I so wish I could remember most of what happened as a child. Guess I will have to just wait and see what the EMDR...
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I know with out a doubt that healing from the sexual, emotional and physical abuse has got to be the most IMPORTANT thing I can do for the wounded chidl inside of me. It has been a long and hard...
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