hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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I know that it is late to be journaling but I have to do it. Even if I get just a few words out that is all I'll need. I am so tired and I jut took a Xanax so I will be out soon. I will write more...
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Has it become a fad to be bipolar? Did I miss that news tip? Now with the pop stars coming out as bipolar, most popularly Britney Spears, more and more we see people who are young with bipolar...
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My dreams are beginning to become outrageous. Last night I dreamt that I poisoned my younger brother and then I killed m self after hiding the entire scene. It is so scary to think think these...
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I suppose that today was a good day. I went an got my hair cut and styled. Then I went with my mom and her realtor to look at some houses they had pre selected. I had fun doing it but it also wore...
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Maybe this is the last time that I will journal from my office. I am now officially resigned and loose from the student government. However, the fact that I am still in my office is a stressful fact...
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I am writing from my office again I am gathering my things that are personal and are no longer needed due to the fact that I am no longer president. It still makes me really sad and depressed that...
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I never had the meeting with my councilor and his boss and my new councilor. Chad went to his boss and told him that I should stay in the group and that the only reason that I am leaving is because I...
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Chad and I fought again for about two hour today, which is a total waste of time. After this I went to the program coordinator and asked for a change in councilors. Jay said that we would set up a...
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Today was a very interesting one. First I got up and had rice checks and candy in my bed while watching will and grace. I eventually got up and ready for the day and I took Sammy for a long walk....
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Today my anxiety level is higher than most. I had a pretty intense panic attack this morning and my mom had to comfort me. I went out with my dad today. we looked at houses around the Denver area...
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I'd like to say that I don't know how I am feeling today. There have not been many hits to me today, I went to lunch with Luke, mom and the neighbors. I continuously think why did I blow that money....
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I am getting depressed and frustrated. I am working for this company called CUTCO and VECTOR marketing where I sell knives. I have to do it through referral basis and that means starting with friends...
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I think I need to write more. I got a job this afternoon and paid the necessary money left for my car from the dealer. I got a job at Vector Marketing and I now sell knifes. lol. But this place...
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It's Christmas day and I went to the DIA hotel to try to meet with the manager and hand over my application to him. But, it was so busy! He was driving the shuttle to and from the airport and hotel...
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It's Christmas Eve and I just had dinner with mom and uncle mike. I know that I am still depressed. My dad called me today and I thought it was going to be a bad phone call, but it was actually one...
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