hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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I am back form my "vacation" it didn't really help my depression or stress. I am going to see my psychiatrist and my therapist. I am having up to four panic attacks a day and they are...
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I am so confused now. I met with my tharapist eariler today and she thought that I needed to go back into the hospital. With as much suicidal ideation and homicidal dreams I suppose I should be in a...
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I wish that it were easier to know that is wrong with me. I feel like it is my fault, as though I have dug my own hole and now I must live with the pain that is associated with it. I never imagined...
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I am back home from the hospital and I am still having suicidal ideation and extreme depression and anxiety. I am looking forward to seeing my psychiatrist and councilor tomorrow afternoon. One...
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I am back in the hospital. I was having suicidal thoughts and I am extremely depressed and anxious. I have been here since monday and I am being discharge tomorrow just in time for the fourth of...
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I cant move. My panic attacks are concurrent now and they are lasting like a half hour. THe pain in my chest is unbearable. I am running on nothing and I am trying to get through midterms and...
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I don't think that people realize how hard it is to be bipolar. I am trying to get through school with good grades and a good standing but it is becoming more and more difficult with...
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I think that I am relapsing. I find myself back in school and in student government and now all of this responsibility is falling back into my lap. I think that I like to bite off more than I can...
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I don't know why, but I keep thinking about ways to end my life. I can't explain it. I think it is because I feel that I am disposable and that I don't feel that am unimportant to the world. I get so...
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I am still somewhat without a job and feeling more depressed than ever. I don't know if it is loneliness or if it has to do with my dad and his new family. I am also really anxious about my job and...
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Today I quit my job and now I eel like shit. I have a meager amount of money to last me until i find another job that will suit me. But that is not the point. The point is that I have failed at...
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For some reason I keep getting hit by things that happen in life. This morning my dad came into my room and told me that my grandfather had passed away and we needed to fly back home. I don't know...
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I love the journal online. I love the fact that others can pose some suggestions for me. But, lately I have been considering moving to a paper journal. Something more structured and that I can...
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Today so far I went to the Nurse Practitioner and the Healer. I am trying to begin to believe in the spiritual part of this treatment. The NP refilled my medication but wanted me to see...
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I woke up this morning really early, 5:30 am. I couldn't get back to sleep so I went to 24 hour fitness. I don't know, I don't think it helped my anxiety or depression. Maybe I wasn't on there long...
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