DIsappear II

I am special. I have everything I need and more. Why should I want or need anything else? I am content smart attractive and I am looking to go places in the world, I just need to push myself harder. I need to get back to full full-time scholarship and an alright paying job so I can start to eliminate some of the debt that I haveseeing as I have accumulated over the years. What scares me is that I am running low on credit, its almost gone and what happens then? What do you think I should  do when all that money is gone? I need to have someway of paying this back. I knew that it would take up to 6 months to process the disability insurance but I really didn't think that it was going to take this long. How do people do this when they don't have a support system like I do? What if they don't have the credit like I do to sustain living until they get that check that will sustain them?