hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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Last night Katie texted me and told me that she was freaking out and needed to talk so she came over and we spoke about Jay and how he is telling her the he feels that she is still not contributing...
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I feel addicted to the feeling that pot and alcohol give me when I use them in excess. I am going to try to stop this usage especially before classes begin. I am afraid that I am not going to get...
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I increased my medication and now I can feel it taking some effect on me. But I am very very anxious about my money, about the money my grandparents left to me. I can't believe how much money that I...
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I really want to run away right now. I have nothing to do here and I simply want to go experience something new and different, but I don't want to do it alone. I want someone to come with but I know...
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I met with my new psychiatrist this morning. It was interesting. She seems like she's my age. A kid fresh out of college. I had to reexplain my situation in a small way, I cant go into detail within...
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I met with this kid Marshall from freshman year in college. We messed around the other night and I thought that it might go a little further, but it doesn't seem as though he wants to put in the time...
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Did I ever tell you that the other day I quit my job for the Rockies and told everyone that they had over hired and my position was no longer in need of an attendant. Last night I went and stayed at...
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Today I went to Coor's Field to turn in my pay slip and when I did that I resigned my position there. I was just so unhappy and it took a great toll on my schoolwork. I'm going to tell my parents...
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I don't know what to say. I am feeling better but I have been soaking myself in alcohol and pot for the past few days. School is over and I think I failed one of my classes and I am ok with that, the...
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I think that today was an odd day. Katie and I went to go see Jacqui's new house and we took two cars because Katie was leaving right after seeing the house and Jacqui and I were going to go to IKEA...
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I think that I just agreed to watch Katie's dog for the entire weekend (from Thursday-Sunday). I didn't even know that Katie was leaving this weekend. I think that she may be going to another...
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I dont know if I actually have a friend that I can ALWAYS depend on. There are many friends that I can goto at different times I suppose, but no one all the time. I thought that Katie might fulfill...
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I think I am going to go to my dispensary tomorrow and get some edibles. I need to go to the doctor and renew my license even though I knew that I wanted stop once it was expired by I know that it is...
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I just got back from a trip that I took by myself. I thought it would be fun to take the train from Denver to Glenwood Springs and then stay one night there and turn around on the train. I booked...
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I don't know why I write infrequently now. I am almost off all of my medication, but I will be staying on the lithium. I am on 100mg of seroquel now instead of the 800mg and I am only taking 1mg of a...
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