It's early in the afternoon. I called the manager at the Starbucks that I applied at and he told me that he is looking for someone and he would look at my application and then maybe give me a call for an interview. I think that call may have moved my application to the top of those being reviewed. I really need this job, I hope I get it. And if I do get it I hope I am happy there. Like my friend Jenn who has been working at Starbucks for years and loves it. I think that it may be a demanding position to be in, but if you can deal well with people you can go far.
 
Today mom and I don't really know what we are going to do. There was mention of going to a movie and to the antique shop and to the store for food to make pasta sauce. I wish that we could do all three, but mom is tired and just wants to lay around the house. I don't blame her, shes been working a lot over the week and the weather is nice for a day inside watching tv and movies.
 
I am scared that I am going to become more depressed as I return to my dad's house and begin to start school and hopefully I am on the right track to getting a job. Though, I am getting frustrated as how difficult it is becoming to fin a job. Maybe it is the economy but I am just not successful at this process. I can't live anymore like this I need to do something with my life or just end it.