Denver Public Schools
I don't know what to write but i feel that it is over due for me. I am really confused in school. I don't know how to organize myself with all the reading and work that needs to be dome outside of the classroom. I applied with the Denver Public Schools AVID program, AVID meaning Advancement VIA Individual Development. If I was to get the position I would be able to access any Denver Public School and at any time for pay $10.00 which is really nice because I would have could work with some teens that are really into getting into college and progressing their education while also giving them developmental skills and leadership abilities. I also hope that I get to work with the students at South High School. However, I would be grateful and honored to work in any one of Denver's public schools. I hope I get the job.
I am still feeling depressed and anxious. I am going to see my new psychiatrist tomorrow morning and I am fearful that she is going to try to manipulate my medications or change them all together to try something new. I just cannot go thorough that anymore, I just want to stay on my Medications and stay somewhat stable. Usually Target Pharmacy calls my doctor's office and requests renewals for medications that are almost out. I think that I have at least one more week and then I will need a medication refill. I think the only thing that the new doctor may think that I take a lot of xanax which in some other people the doses are high but for me they are just right if not enough at all. I think that I am stressing out about nothing and the doctor will read in Dr Powers notes that I have been on this medication for so long and they are somewhat helpful. However, I may ask the doctor to prescribe me something to help me lose weight or at least stop gaining it. I wish that I can feel happy and joyful again. I think that if I can get this job it would increase my mentality and ambition and motivation towards work, home and school. I can't wait to hear from those at DPS, I hope that it will be good news. Hopefully things will pan out.
Goodnight moon.
I am still feeling depressed and anxious. I am going to see my new psychiatrist tomorrow morning and I am fearful that she is going to try to manipulate my medications or change them all together to try something new. I just cannot go thorough that anymore, I just want to stay on my Medications and stay somewhat stable. Usually Target Pharmacy calls my doctor's office and requests renewals for medications that are almost out. I think that I have at least one more week and then I will need a medication refill. I think the only thing that the new doctor may think that I take a lot of xanax which in some other people the doses are high but for me they are just right if not enough at all. I think that I am stressing out about nothing and the doctor will read in Dr Powers notes that I have been on this medication for so long and they are somewhat helpful. However, I may ask the doctor to prescribe me something to help me lose weight or at least stop gaining it. I wish that I can feel happy and joyful again. I think that if I can get this job it would increase my mentality and ambition and motivation towards work, home and school. I can't wait to hear from those at DPS, I hope that it will be good news. Hopefully things will pan out.
Goodnight moon.
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