Jobs

This morning I heard my parents talking about me. It's not normal for my mom to be awake that early, but she had a conference call that included my father. So they spoke on the phone friar to the conference call and I could hear them mentioning me. I asked my mom what they were talking about me and she told me that I needed to get a job, I am sure there was more to that but I didn't feel like getting into it with her or prying for information. Again, I see my psychiatrist this afternoon after my Abnormal Psychology class. I am no sure what to tell her anymore. I use her for mostly medication management and not therapy. But, now therapy is what I need. No, I need my mom to tell me that it is going to be OK. I can only hope. I am looking for jobs, it's not like I am totally letting that go, I just can't find one. And then to try to fit it in with my school schedule is just not happening. I wish my parent could realize this. I don't know what they feel as more important me graduating college or getting a job? I've gotta go look for job openings.
 
Goodnight moon.