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All I got for Christmas this year was verbal abuse and a broken heart.
I am so deeply depressed and full of self loathing that I don't know what to do with myself. I tried to waste time on twitter, but all I see is a bunch of pictures of all the gifts others have received.
It's just a reminder that I have no friends and no family but a verbally abusive mother. Only one person bothered to think of me this holiday season.
All I wanted was a Christmas wish from the man that I love, but he has dropped me like a bad habit. But I still wished him a Merry Christmas because I didn't want him to feel like nobody cares like I do.
I can honestly understand why people commit suicide at the holidays. It is an awful to see people so cheerful and me with nobody. I am so dejected, lonely, and bitter. But I can't really express my feelings because I don't want to drag anyone down.
I am so deeply depressed and full of self loathing that I don't know what to do with myself. I tried to waste time on twitter, but all I see is a bunch of pictures of all the gifts others have received.
It's just a reminder that I have no friends and no family but a verbally abusive mother. Only one person bothered to think of me this holiday season.
All I wanted was a Christmas wish from the man that I love, but he has dropped me like a bad habit. But I still wished him a Merry Christmas because I didn't want him to feel like nobody cares like I do.
I can honestly understand why people commit suicide at the holidays. It is an awful to see people so cheerful and me with nobody. I am so dejected, lonely, and bitter. But I can't really express my feelings because I don't want to drag anyone down.
Nothing wrong with buying yourself something big and/or something special as a Xmas present to yourself. Even belated is cool as will be cheaper with the after Xmas sales. Trust me it helps.
Hope you feel better soon and the good news Xmas and the holidays will be over soon. I hope the new year brings you happiness, prosperity and peace.
I also know what you mean about feeling like you can drag other people down with the negative feelings.
I've been asking myself "what can I do that is totally within my control to make myself happy?"
haven't come up with anything yet, but I plan on figuring it out.