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I just don't know what to do........ My Hubby ingores me all the time I can talk to him and he acts like I didn't talk too him and it just gets worse from their. It's really beginning to wear on  ...

I'm told it's helpful to journal and I must admit back when I was journaling more often it did help. I have to be honest my marriage really isn't doing so well. I think we might go our serepate ways...

Hey all it's been awhile since I've posted!! I really have no good reason for not posting. Support groups were making a huge difference but I just kindof backed off from them.  Not much has really...

I'm not feeling to hot these days. Actually I think I'm doing worse than I have been in awhile. I get PA's more often and I just don't know what is wrong. I don't know if its all the changes or what....

I haven't written in awhile. I actually don't remeber the last a time I made a journal entry. But I felt I should give it a try. I've been thru alot in these past couple of months. But everything...

I haven't wriiten in awhile because My hubby and I have been so busy moving. We finally did buy a house and we have been moving for the past two weeks we are still living out of boxes. Thanksgiving...

It is so interesting what makes a family. I used to think until real recently that my parents and sibilings made up my family. I was wrong what makes up a family is the people who are really there...

S*** hit the fan so too speak. My younger brother has found out that my Mother had been cheating on my Dad. My Dad doesn't know about my Mom cheating though.So needless to say my Mother and Brother...

Oh my gosh we're getting ready to move. We've started packing. We're not sure if we got the house 100% but things are in the final stages just waiting for a few things to get ironed out. My hubby...

Does it ever get better?? Will I ever feel like the old person I use to know?? Will I ever be the same?? I feel like I'm just getting worse and worse. Of course there is more drama going on. But...

I'm going to write about this I wasn't at first but because I'm having so many problems with anxitey about it today. I'll write about it. My parent's neighbor died saturday morning she was like a...

What a bad weekend!! It was started off on Friday by my hubby telling me that I have a habit of putting other peoples need before mine to a fault and that it's creepy. How could that be creepy I...

I guess I let too much out of the bag. I came to realize that I had to be mindful of what I would say about PA's because I don't have understanding people in my life and I know this.I was my own...

I dragged myself to the movies this weekend because it was someone very close to me birthday so I did it for her. Going to the movies was intresting but what isn't with PA's. Anyhow I saw a romantic...

I'm not quiet sure how to sum this one up. I have alot on my mine these days. When I left my house this morning I was really caught in thought that later on in the day I found myself not remebering...