panicbear

Here's today scoop!! It's looking like we might be buying a new house. I know I should be thrilled but every time we leave the house I have a panic attack it's always the same one too. We've seen the...

I had a rough experience Tuesday night. I was in quiet a bit of pain because of my period I hadn't pain like that in awhile.I wasn't convienced it was just cramps I thought it was something else. I...

Alright call me a bitch!! Today is give grandma a shower day because it's Tuesday and Grandma only feels comfortable taking a shower with me. I of course am not a big fan and I'm not doing to well...

I'm actually going to try to distance myself from my mom. It's going to be hard but I think I need to do it. For many yrs. now she has just excepted me to pick up her pieces,and play her games and...

Well the old hubby has changed his mind again about buying a house. We have been going back and forth about buying a house for a while now. We  finally found a house and got as far a making a down...

Monday night my Mom was making fun of me because of my support groups and the sound advice I gave her.  This is not uncommon for my Mom too make fun of me this is somethign she's done for years. But...

My husband and I don't have the typical relationship that most couples do what I mean is  we pretty much do our own thing we eat dinner together but it's in front of the T.V. and with my husband...

Well I went to the support group and I'm glad I went. I wasn't going to go until I got the extra push from someone from DS. It's funny how you tell your family you don't want to go to a support group...

Well it's Wednesday again and it's time to go to my support group that I just started last week. I don't feel like it and can't make up my mind if I'm going to go. My husband was pretty sure that I...

Boy, did I ever have a bad night last night not only did I wake up once with a panic attack I woke repeatedly with panic attacks every 1/2 hr for about three hrs. It sucked like you wouldn't believe...

I really don't know what too write about except for the fact that I saw my sister-in-law and niece and I feel so sorry for the girl she's going thru a rough and confusing time right and My brother's...

I did go to the support group and it felt great to learn I'm not alone that if I'm intrested I actually can have a support group. I say that because I have felt alone for awhile now. I really don't...

Here's what the issue is today got in fight Tuesday night with my husband and he threw stuff in my face that I had just told him about me. THat is why I don't like telling people what is wrong they...

I don't even know how to do this so I guess I'll just start writting. I'm a very bored homemaker with no children , my husband likes it better when I don't work. Being the people pleaser I am...