I dragged myself to the movies this weekend because it was someone very close to me birthday so I did it for her. Going to the movies was intresting but what isn't with PA's. Anyhow I saw a romantic movie about love which has gotten me thinking when does love change?? At first you met that special someone and you just have to be with all time and it doesn't matter what you are doing just as long as your together,You can a have long conversation about nothing just as long as your talking to that person. It's a great feeling. I had that with my hubby but now in order for us to spend time something has to be going on and it better be pretty damn good too. Conversation on the phone always have to have a meaning or forget about making them.I just don't understand it. I really think my hubby isn't my biggest fan we really even have a hard time being around each other these days. I guess it's me and these stupid PA's I know I'm not the same but am I turly that different that being around me is that horrible. I hope not. I don't think so. Am I ruined?? Who fuckin knows. Or cares!!