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I'm still feeling so lonely!! It just makes no sense to me. Why be married, if you cant even stand me enough to talk to me!! I would love to scream this to my husband but he probably wouldn't even...

I haven't been on this site for awhile. But I have recently realized how really lonely I am. Im a stay at home Mom and when my kids where younger I was so busy and now that my youngest has one year...

Because of or maybe it has been ongoing for awhile. But since my parents and I are no longer getting along, I've really been rethinking about alot of things. One of these things has been my...

It has come to the point where things will never be the same with my parents and I. We actually  don't talk to each other anymore what so ever.In coming to terms with this the past couple of days....

Alright, I haven't written in a long time. And boy have things really changed. I haven't written in awhile because I was been dealing with alot of heavy stuff!!One of my brother's were arrested for...

Because of or maybe it has been ongoing for awhile. But since my parents and I are no longer getting along, I've really been rethinking about alot of things. One of these things has been my...

It has come to the point where things will never be the same with my parents and I. We actually  don't talk to each other anymore what so ever.In coming to terms with this the past couple of days....

Alright, I haven't written in a long time. And boy have things really changed. I haven't written in awhile because I was been dealing with alot of heavy stuff!!One of my brother's were arrested for...

Today is a horrible day!!!!! I don't why it is or what is causing this change but I've hit a rough spot, I even left work earlier because of this. Their is two sides too that though because I forced...

I had another PA today.  I don't know why and how come all of the shudden. I have a lot of stress right now but none of it is new. Why is it bugging me so bad now.  Anyhow when I was having this...

Here's the scoop I was just glancing at some of my old journal entries and besides the fact they are all mostly complaining. Alot of my negative emoitions seem to be toward my hubby but I thought I...

I'm just so frustrated by these damn things. PA's are horrible I'm still reeling days later and afraid it's going to happen again at any minute. It has been commented on more than once that I just...

I've had a set back this weekend. I've been under alot of stress these days. I guess it was a combination of stress, being really tired, and the conversation I had before I went to bed that night but...

My boss hurt my feelings today he was down right rude. Which isn't all that uncommon for him. I finally stood up for myself. I thought that I would feel much better after I did it but I actually feel...

I haven't really been too daily strength in awhile. To be honest all summer. I really have no good excuse I just didn't feel like it. But I decided that perhaps if I journal about everything that is...