What a bad weekend!! It was started off on Friday by my hubby telling me that I have a habit of putting other peoples need before mine to a fault and that it's creepy. How could that be creepy I don't know.He also pointed out that I'm clingy,which honeslty I could see that one. I have been a little clingy but only with him because he showed me what unconditional love is or so I thought. I felt so secure from that and so I did latch on. My bad. My hubby is kindof like a wild horse and you can't tame a wild horse. I tired but it didn't work. I was a fool. I've decided that I'm going to start pulling myself away from him. He wants distance I'll give distance. I'm not going to force myself on him anymore. We both did our own thing the enitre weekend and didn't see each other.Some pretty rough stuff happen this weekend that I'm not going to get into but it really set my family and I back and ofcourse thru it all hubby wasn't around. He puts himself first but that is common in his family and why am I sooo surpised. I will say the PA's weren't sooo bad this weekend go firgue no hubby less PA's. But too be honest I feel like a fool because I was so clingy for so long.I saw something good and latched on. But was it really that good. As I pack to get ready to possible move I wonder should I pack our stuff together or should I put my stuff in a serepate box from his.Things just aren't like they once were and I don't think I want too go back.

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I am so sorry you are having a rough time. Please be strong and know that I am here for you if you need me. You are in my prayers. Love, Lisa