SearchingAndWaiting

I.Hold me    and let me weepto the tune of    the unexpressed    the unfelt    the unrequited        the visions un-lived    the dreams not shared in reality        the...

I love my life sometimes.

A year ago, when I went to the wedding of a friend of mine, I met a girl at my table. She was in her mid-thirties and cute, and we got to talking and danced some. I didn't feel romantic chemistry...

Have meditated every night for 3 weeks. Hope to continue it through at least a month— and beyond? :-)

I’m angry about what’s happening with my therapist. He’s very helpful for me in some ways, but he annoys me in another: time. Keeping track of it; respecting it; communicating about it.A few...

1) A teacher of mine just e-mailed me to tell me she thought I would like the writing of a specific author she just saw in a bookstore. Her caring touches me.2) I have great physical health. I feel...

Tonight I saw a girl with whom I had a falling out. We tried romance, and it didn't work for me. She was very hurt. I was very hurt, too, because I hate to lose connections with others, and I hate to...

I recently had a falling-out with a girl. I lent her a book of mine, and then we had the falling out. She was hurt by it. So was I.Afterwards, I debated whether to ask her for the book. In a way, I...

I hope G-d will comfort me tonight.

I thought I'd write about some of my friends and what their situations are. I hope to illustrate as much for myself as for anyone who may read this (if anyone does) the diversity of challenges out...

Where does heartache go to be heard?Where does a heart go to cry?Where does the pain go to be received?I don't know right now.When you feel like you've been punched in the stomach, what are you to...

Had something of a breakdown this weekend. Long in coming, but was brought to a head by an event I attended Saturday night.That night, I posted a dire message online, and a lot of my friends... even...

Feeling like s—, and don't know where to turn.I know no one will comment on this. I know hardly anyone will read it. But I still need to put it out there in the hope that at least someone will see...

Recently, I had an experience that you might call a test of faith. I got together with a girl I had met at a party and had already had lunch with once before. This time, as we spent the afternoon...

I am grateful for my good health.I am grateful for the safety I've experienced.I am grateful for the love I have had.