SearchingAndWaiting

I've been thinking of the blessings G-d has granted me this past weekend. I really do have people and things to be grateful for, including sharing with someone out there who knows who she is.It's...

Need someone. A body. Any-body.Would be my first time. Want it to be special, but since my dreams are being dashed anyway....Need it very soon. As in— months ago.Now.Now!I'll take a minimum of no...

I know I post on here with an eye towards privacy. I know this will come across as nothing more than pixels on a screen. I know I can't get my needs met this way.Just the same, I want to say it: I...

I so badly need someone to hold. To touch. Why do I have to suffer like this? Why is it so difficult to find what I'm looking for?It's not fair. The pain keeps going on and on :-(.

Okay, so, the red face has been up here for a while. I have been depressed, but I also am blessed, and I try not to forget that. Moving up to the orange face.Some things I'm grateful for now: Having...

I feel like killing myself. No one cares about me.Tonight I got hit by a car. Is there anyone I can really call about it?No.I was turning on my bike from a two-way street onto a sidewalk at the other...

I want to meet women who think it's NOT okay to share their body with just anyone.But then I need to meet one who wants to share hers with me....Why is this so difficult? :-(

There is someone out there for me. There are many people out there who can help me navigate my way through the obstacle course of social interactions to find that person.My feelings are valid. My...

I hope that G-d will alleviate this pain.

Part OneThe young man walked into the private investigator’s ofice. “I hope you can help me,” he said to the man behind the desk.The investigator got up from his chair and smiled...

I want these postings to be happier. I hope that can happen soon.

A forlorn heart appreciates a sad balad.

I'm so lonely.

Goal update

Still meditating