SearchingAndWaiting

Status update

I'm hoping to break past what constrains me soon.Will it happen?

I want to see a change in things. I don't want to have depression clouding my view of the world.How can I concretely work towards becoming happier? How can I get inspired?...

Suffering from heartache and loneliness

No one cares about me. I've never had sex. I've never had a girlfriend. I don't have what I really need in life.I don't have someone to really trust. Not as a friend. What's the point?I'm tired of...

Updating a goal

I feel like I’m losing myself.The more I cover up how I really feel when I'm with her (or talk to her or text her), the worse I feel inside. But I may have the opportunity I'm looking for. She...

These days just hearing about others' having sex depresses me.I can't believe this is where I find myself at this point in my life. I didn't think things would be like this. I thought I would find...

I'm having a panic attack over a girl that I want sexually but do not feel comfortable with on a personal level. She wants me sexually, too. But I can't be myself.I wish this pain would end.... 

The pain is so awful.When will this end?

I pray that God will let me escape soon the misery of not having experienced what almost everyone else my age has. I hope so badly it will be soon that it's done. I can't take it anymore.

Struggling to remain positive. Things look bleak.I hope God will lift my spirits.