Feeling like s—, and don't know where to turn.
I know no one will comment on this. I know hardly anyone will read it. But I still need to put it out there in the hope that at least someone will see it.
I have failed G-d.
I wish... that He would be closer to me...

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Why do you feel you have failed?
Ladybug7
Ladybug7

Hey...I\'m sorry you\'re feeling so bad. : ( Also sorry that I haven\'t been around for you. What\'s going on, and why do you feel you have failed God? I\'m concerned about you now, so please let me know you\'re hanging in there, OK? Hugs, Judy
SearchingAndWaiting
SearchingAndWaiting

Thank you both for your concern.

I have been torn apart by conflicting feelings of lust and emotional estrangement. It has been just awful. i don\'t like to put out negative vibes, because I\'m really an optimist, but I just needed to share what I was feeling.
Ladybug7
Ladybug7

I\'m glad you shared. Sometimes just writing down your thoughts and feelings can help you make sense of them.
SearchingAndWaiting
SearchingAndWaiting

Thank you :-). I appreciate your listening.