SearchingAndWaiting

I didn't have sex with that girl. Close to it, though. Recently, I found out that my cousin is separating from her husband of 25-some-odd years. They have three children.I thought they had a great...

Please help.I'm not thinking clearly.I'm meeting that girl again tomorrow night— the one I mentioned in my last posting. We're going to go to the beach at night.I think I might have the chance to...

I fooled around with another girl tonight.We did not have sex; but we did some stuff. I'm not happy about it. I'm unhappy about it.At the same time, it offered a kind of release. To the tension. The...

It's so painful. I want so badly to fool around sexually with a woman. Especially with this weather; passing the women I pass by... Others get to.Others have at least experienced it.I can't,...

I'm tired.And I don't just mean physically.

So alone.So badly, badly in need of physical affection. When will it happen?I can't take it. I'm so deprived...

Panic attacks.Suffocating despair. And loneliness.I don't know how I'm going to get through this. I'm consulting with a doctor who has prescribed different things, and I'm trying a new counselor.But...

I want to die. It seems there's NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE who believes in waiting for the right person to have sex.What the f---?I don't...

Waiting for things to look brighter.I feel like circumstances (some, at least) are out of my control.

Depression's really bad.I'm going to see my doctor in a couple of days. I don't want to take medication at all; but I do, because I realize the benefits outweigh the negative aspects.Am very...