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I\'m a heterosexual guy in his mid-30\'s. I\'m a writer, a dreamer, a philosopher, and an explorer... among other things. Dealing with loneliness and doubt these days.

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Posted: 10/15/2016

SearchingAndWaiting commented on SearchingAndWaiting's journal Honor my heart, or satisfy my urges?
Feeling powerless

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Posted: 10/15/2016

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I was having dinner in a diner tonight when two women dressed in tight clothing walked in the front door and made a quick beeline to the bathroom. Now, the restaurant has a sign on the front door reading "Bathrooms for customers only," but I could guess what was going to happen next. And indeed, when the women came out of the bathroom, they made a beeline for the front door, walked out, and got into a car that was double-parked at the curb waiting for them.I turned to see a couple of the...
Physical & Emotional Abuse

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Posted: 10/15/2016

SearchingAndWaiting commented on the discussion Leaving an abusive relationship.
Honor my heart, or satisfy my urges?

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Posted: 08/09/2016

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I'm struggling with a very difficult dilemna. I've met a woman who is smart, independent, very deep, and sensitive, like me. She is also very attractive. To my great surprise, she find me attractive, too, and we have gone out a few times. Recently we had sex. However, I do not feel emotional connection, emotional safety, with this woman. I feel less and less comfortable sharing deep things with her. It's not that she's "bad," or "malicious," in ANY way; not at ALL. She's just not the kind...
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Posted: 08/09/2016

SearchingAndWaiting commented on SearchingAndWaiting's journal Hello?
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Posted: 08/03/2016

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Posted: 08/04/2016

SearchingAndWaiting commented on nomoreinsulin's journal why is this happening?
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Posted: 08/03/2016

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Sexual Abuse

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Posted: 08/03/2016

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Sexual Abuse

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Posted: 08/03/2016

SearchingAndWaiting commented on Aronia's journal Apparently sadness induces creativity
Feeling Alone

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Posted: 08/03/2016

SearchingAndWaiting commented on the discussion Hello?.
Hello?

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Posted: 08/03/2016

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Is there anyone out there who will comfort me? Anyone who can bring me God's love?I just want to be appreciated. Be UNDERSTOOD. To connect on a deep level.Why is this so hard? :-(Why is it that I can get the physical side of things with a woman but not the emotional comfort, OR vice-versa... but not both at the same time?I wonder if the only way to find freedom is just to be alone.
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Posted: 08/03/2016

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