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- One day I was thinking about my life. I realized I was so sheltered and protected as if I was a turtle. All my life, my parents kept me close till the day I got married. My husband kept me protected and never had to worry about a thing. I didn't...
- October is the most difficult month for me and our youngest daughter. What would have been our 40th anniversary and my birthday come and gone. His birthday and her birthday are in a couple of weeks. I pray that he would come in my dreams but...
- I went back to work right after the funeral for 3 years now. I thought all along I was doing well. Two months ago, I was driving to work and didn't feel right in my head. I asked myself what would my husband do now if he was here. At that...
- Today, the VP of the company retired. I ended up sitting at the same table and he told us he will be traveling with his wife for the next 6 months. At the same time, a lady in our office group is going to vacation in Europe. I felt a bit sad that...
- It will be 3 years on Saturday. I tell myself 3 year mourning is coming to an end. I will no longer mourn but will treasure him who had made me who I am today. He is still a big part of me. I told him I release him so he may rest peacefully, but...
- Three years ago on Mother's day was the last time I talked to my husband and heard his voice. He died a couple of days later overseas, so I don't feel like celebrating if it wasn't for my daughters' sake. My nice brother in-law had tried to keep...
- I have been working late the last few days. The other day on my way home, I stopped at a signal light, the car next to me honked and I looked over, the man was saying something to me. I didn't know why and I just kept driving away, worried that he...
- My husband and I used to host the Super Bowl Party every year. Since his passing, our friends had taken up the hosting of the party. The Mrs. told me that my husband had told her to continue the tradition before he passed so she and her husband...
- Since my husband was away from home often on work assignment, I have years of practice being alone, running the household and managing children and working. It's been almost 3 years since he passed away. I couldn't tell if I was lonely or just...
- Our daughter got married 11 months before my husband passed away. During that time, he had a lot of orchids blooming at the house. All the brides maids started to pick the orchids off his plants and put them on their hair and I got the beautiful...
- A real estate agent claimed that he knew my husband years ago. He popped up after my husband passed away, kept sending me his flyers and wanted to list my home for sale. I have never known this person but he had worked with my daughter on escrows...
- Last night I put my husband's urn in a carrying bag preparing to take him to his parents' home to have our annual October birthday dinner. I put him by the door as I get the salmon out from the oven to take over there. My 8 year grandson came into...
- Today would have been our 39th wedding anniversary. I had a date with my 1 1/2 year grandson who had kept me smiling all day. When he was napping I watch the memorial service video of my husband's life/our life, felt a little sad. Then my...
- Both my husband and I kept the letters we wrote to each other when we were in our early twenties. I just finished reading all his letters last night. I have forgotten many things we have talked and wrote about. In one letter, he quoted "life is...
- When I got the news of my husband's death, I became forgetful, couldn't retain information, didn't remember where things were. Thankfully I am better now just sometimes there is little will to be happy. I had to talk myself out of a depression. I...