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- My husband's anniversary is coming up 2 year next Friday. I am dreading that day because I still tell myself as if he is still away from home for 2 year overseas. It is sinking in that this is permanent now. Add salt to the wound is that my in...
- It's been 2 weeks since the company I worked for has been sold. The new management keep telling different things to me and my assistants what our new jobs would be. I was concerned on the placement of the two ladies because they needed the jobs to...
- For 30 years living at the same house, I have rarely seen any hummingbirds, but since my husband's passing, I have hummingbird sighting more often. What peaked my curiosity is that one hummingbird always buzzed around me so close that I could hear...
- This morning I took a load of old wood to the dump site, as usual I was the only woman there. Another pickup truck pulled up next to mine, I said hello to the men and the older man told me to be careful. After they finished dropping off their...
- My grandchildren visited me at my new hut next to their house watched TV and ate snack. I walked them back to their house and I blow them a kiss and proceeded to walk back to my hut. My younger grandchild called out that I haven't catch his kiss. ...
- My husband's college best friend's son got married yesterday. My girls and I went to the wedding. It was a beautiful wedding. I tried hard to hold back my tears thinking that my husband should have been with us. It was the first time I stay in...
- My second daughter hosted her first Christmas dinner. My 1st son-in-law was arranging seating for everyone to have the family photo taken while I was washing dishes. When it came to my turn, I was told to sit here, no there, no here etc. I ended...
- This is the second holiday season in 19 months without my husband. It is more difficult to deal with than the last one as I have sold off his horses and trailer. I had waited a year for my daughter to be ready to let go of them and she had given me...
- Just want to wish every one and my friends here a Merry Christmas, Happy Holiday and Best Wishes.
- Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays and Best Wishes to everyone here.
- This morning, I got up fed the dogs and started pruning the roses. All of a sudden I saw a hole in the ground. The septic tank cover opened up. I stopped working and called for help from my neighbor who had moved away but still own the house...
- A few days ago, my daughter called me and told me that my cottage passed the final inspection. Instead of happy, my heart sank. It means that reality is setting in. I have to move from my home soon. I had this little house built so that I can...
- I took my first vacation with my children and their families. We went to Disneyland and San Diego. My younger daughter and her family stayed with me in one suite. They felt more obligated to take care of me and they did. I was just being there with...
- Our anniversary and my birthday came and gone. My daughter put this message on facebook on our anniversary day with a picture from the beginning of our marriage. It made me tear up."At 2 pm 38 years ago today, my parents said "I do" and started...
- My co-workers treated me a day at the SF Women's Conference today. We had fun getting a free massage, free hair cut and best of all to hear Joan Rivers speaking to the women there. She was funny of course. She mentioned her husband suicide, she...