Today would have been our 39th wedding anniversary. I had a date with my 1 1/2 year grandson who had kept me smiling all day. When he was napping I watch the memorial service video of my husband's life/our life, felt a little sad. Then my daughter call to check on her baby. She gave me another link to view a video her friend had made with our friends talking about my husband. I just fell apart. The baby woke up and got my full attention again. I thank God for giving me my husband, our family and the grandchildren. Without these grandchildren, I don't think I/we could have made it this far into the journey.