I'm really pissed off at the fact that I feel like my friends that I thought I had back home don't really call me anymore. They only call me once a month (not even once a month, more like once every two months)! I don't even consider them friends. I don't know. I really don't feel close to them like I did with them back in high school and into our twenties. I've known these people for so many years and yet they don't even try to call me. I call them, and I always get their voicemail! I'll leave a message and they don't return it till a month or two later! I can't even share my ups and downs with them cuz I'd feel uncomfortable.I have this one friend who is a flight attendant. And I swear, several times, I'd pick her up from the airport when she landed in our hometown for a visit. I'd cancel whatever I had just to see my "so-called" good friend. Now that I'm coming home in town for the weekend, I told her ahead of time and she said she'd do it, but would only pick me up if she didn't have any plans with some guy she's dating. Now that I'm coming home tomorrow night, I call her to see what's going on and then she tells me that she can't pick me up cuz she decided that she wants to workout instead!! What a fuckin **tch!! After all those times I sacrificed to go pick her up she can't even do that for me! Plus I never get to see her! It seems like she doesn't care! Yet she always leaves me messages on myspace telling me how much she misses me and all! WHATEVER!!I called up all my friends back home and seriously, NONE of them call me back! It was even like that when I was back home!! They'll return my call after a month or so! I feel like they've never really been my real friends! This has always bothered me about them for a few years now. The only friends I have that I feel would be there for me would be the few that I've met here in Hawaii! But I'm not planning on staying here after I graduate.