Tesinato
Status: Given up on the prospect of love. Clearly, I'm meant to live alone forever...
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So, another insanely long journal entry but it has been awhile. And sadly, a lot has happened in the last few months, that I need to just get out. So feel free to read, but it is a book for...
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I think today might be a turning point for me. Hard to say for certain, but it truly feels that way. I finally think I let go. A couple weeks ago, I found my ring, the one from my marriage,...
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Well I've done it. Wednesday, I finally get to see a lawyer about filing for divorce. 5 pages of paperwork to fill out before hand, but I'm one step closer. Though I am, I feel kind of bogged...
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So I decided to do a experiment, to see if I can self improve or not. I shut down facebook, and I cut myself off from everyone, except one person. Sadly, if I cut him off, he shows up at my door...
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I've come to realize a few things. I'm lucky and cursed all the same. For once I knew love, but now it hath been taken away. I once was a functional being, now I'm an accursed shell of the man I once...
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I'm in a really bad place tonight, and need to let it out, before something bad possibly happens. I'm having a really hard time lately, and honestly, I don't know how much more I can take before I...
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This last week has been what I would consider hard for me. On top of my other thoughts, I've been worn so far down with the physical side of things, that I'm on the verge of collapse. My sister...
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I am finding that I'm growing more and more frustrated with things in my life. And seeing as I have no one I can really talk to about this, I'm hoping writing all this out will help. At this...
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Not really sure where else to put this, and I figured a journal entry is probably the best so here goes. As most of you guys know, this last year has been an interesting ride for me. A couple...
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So a random thought popped into my head, one I feel the need to let out. It has been bothering me for a few months now, and well, this seems the best avenue for me to let out my randomness. ...
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So today, I spent what seems like the better part of the day, listening to music, and what would be considered a very very loud level. Not sure since I didn't leave the room, but I sense outside...
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So I’m sitting here tonight, thinking, which may be good or bad, depending on your frame of mind. I find that I’m a pretty honorable guy. I’m loyal to my family and friends, I have a huge...
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So this might not make a ton of sense, but I felt like writing some random stuff I was thinking. If this does scare you, feel free to write me and I can do my best to explain it better if you...
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So I don't know if this will be offensive or not, and if so, feel free to report it and get it removed. I'm not trying to be offensive, but I didn't see anything in the rules saying this wasn't...