Knocked Down Again

So here I am again after being so happy over the last couple of days, back in the depths of despair. I feel so... i don't even know what words could describe it. I'm so tired of it all, physically and mentally tired. I'm not going to write much tonight because as I said... I'm tired and words aren't really going to make things any better right now. So yeah, just an update to say hey! I've crashed again. :(