okays99
Status: The only way to get through this is to look in the mirror and forgive!
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Hello old friend! Daily strength that is, I've missed writing and thought about it often. I cannot believe it's been almost a year since my last login. Unfortunately I have no amazing news, I have...
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FebruaryI quite smoking cigarettes! Discovered I had Kidney Cysts Started running and exercising on the dailyGave up chocolate for lent as well as tried to keep upwith a healthy diet while working...
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YOU AREN'T THE SAME WHEN YOUR DRINKING...YOU are not my dad anymore,You are selfish, cruel, and ignorantyou are mean, manipulative, and angryu are worthless, stubborn and depressedthere is no YOU...
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I hope everyone had a Merry Christmas and a Happy beginning to 2014. I did. It has had its ups and downs but mostly it has been good. However, I am in freak out mode right now and need support and...
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Venting is ll I seem to be doing on here anymore. I'd like to help others too, and in a way I guess I am (if anyone reads these anymore). I read back through them and a clear picture of what I...
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It's Friday again and I am not going to the Al.anon meeting again...I am so tired from this long week of work plus more problems at home, surprise surprise.I am feeling a lot of anxiety lately, and I...
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I have been lacking on my updates on here as well as attending Al.anon. I have however, been attending therapy once a month and continuing on my spiritual journey toward forgiveness. I am also...
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Today I had time to sit down and read some of my books. I also started a new workout routine to stay flexible and healthy. I feel like my mind body and soul is being cleansed all at the same...
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August already... where has this summer gone. It feels like just yesterday it was May and I was planning out all the things I'd do in the summer, now I have less than a month til I go back to...
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I awoke this morning to my parents "talking loudly towards each other" aka FIGHTING. Of course their topic was my dads drinking, my mom kept saying I know you are doing something just admit it and...
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A few days have passed and today is my second meeting at Al-anon. It is later this evening and I am looking forward to going. I think I am going by myself tonight but it doesn't matter I am...
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I am here again, two days later haha it feels like a miracle to me that I had the time to sit and write. It always makes me feel better but it is so hard to find the time anymore. I was reading...
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I have been meaning to write for some time now, I know I always say that at the beginning of my entries, and it is oh so much the truth.Since I have last written I have endured some time of trying to...
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April is always a difficult month for me, today especially. Six years ago today was my car accident. This day is always hard. For the past six years I have spent this day crying and always want to...
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Times are going so well it doesn't even seem possible. I looked back to the last time I wrote which was January, it feels like centuries ago. So much has happened. To begin I want to start with...
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