Poem

YOU AREN'T THE SAME WHEN YOUR DRINKING...
YOU are not my dad anymore,
You are selfish, cruel, and ignorant
you are mean, manipulative, and angry
u are worthless, stubborn and depressed
there is no YOU left. 

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okays99
okays99

I am just so hurt right now, I feel like the drinking with my dad is right back to the beginning, he has been on again, off again binge, now since his first relapse after being sober for almost 5 months. THIS IS HELL. I feel like I did at the beginning of it all, LOST!

Yesterday after a 3 day binge, and two days of withdrawal he apologized sincerely to me because I did not speak to him after he came home drunk..

Today I walked in on him pouring himself a glass... :(
jainlor
jainlor

I am so sorry