Wednesday.

I am really irritated I have to do PT.  I don't really mind going twice a week but there are a million exercises I am supposed to do at home everyday!  I guess I could look at it as working out more but still.  I have enough trouble disciplining myself enough to do my homework.  Now I have to make myself do this crap too?  I have gotten so off with my exercising and eating.  I was doing so well but now I'm just going to go right back to normal.  I don't want to.  I want to lose a little weight.  Ugh.  I need to get out of this funk.  I was watching Harry Potter with my friend and all of the sudden I got the urge to cut.  I don't know what's going on.  I want to get back to being in a good place in my life.