I am really irritated I have to do PT. I don't really mind going twice a week but there are a million exercises I am supposed to do at home everyday! I guess I could look at it as working out more but still. I have enough trouble disciplining myself enough to do my homework. Now I have to make myself do this crap too? I have gotten so off with my exercising and eating. I was doing so well but now I'm just going to go right back to normal. I don't want to. I want to lose a little weight. Ugh. I need to get out of this funk. I was watching Harry Potter with my friend and all of the sudden I got the urge to cut. I don't know what's going on. I want to get back to being in a good place in my life.