Rhoda22

it has been a long and exhausting last couple of weeks for me.  I am having tons of anger these days and some very dark disturbing thoughts that have left me feeling conflicted... I was numb from...

my dad gets out this sat morning i hear the first thing he is doing is getting a bottle his officer was notified got back with the xhusb last week doing therapy and not living together for a while....

i am finding more peace lately i am relaxing i am still hanging with the new guy . instead of getting all dependent and clingy i am doing something new- JUST LIVING TODAY- yesterday is not today...

i am in a tough spot now i have had a new boyfriend for a month now and all was going well in the sex area for the first week then it has been going down i am asking myself all sorts of questions i...

i have been in weird state since my dad was sentenced on 4-7  i find myself wondering how he is doing is this ok i mean i hate and despise him for what he did but he still is my father guilt maybe?...

today went better than i had thought!!!!!!!! i read my victim impact statement without alot of trouble i was shaky and nervous but that was about it i got teary and wanted to cry so what was the...

well it is officially monday so at 2 pm i have court today!!! today my father is being sentenced i am going to go and read my victim impact statement to the court. fuck am i nervous-sorry about the...

the sentencing had been set for the3rd then they told me that the pre-sentence investigation was not done so it has been set for april 7 at 2 pm now i just need to find a way for my advocate and i to...

the last few seeks have made me exhausted the court date was for last monday but the pre-sentence investigation is not done yet so we the changed it to april 7 2pm excited to have this part over so i...

exhausted is exactly it these days!!!! the sentencing hearing for my dad is march 3 this has been a nightmare i cant wake from none of us can who are victims of this shit. i have made up a victim...

my dad had court today he entered a guilty plea the sentencing is in march. i am working with an advocate to write a victim impact statement he had to admit the things he did to me and that i am a...

so i was on facebook and my cousin was on i let her know that my dad goes to court the 13th of january for his second appearance her mom (my dads sister) made her promise not to talk to anyone about...

hi everyone it has been a while since i was here and alot has gone on first and foremost i am in my own place and safe.my dad had his first court appearance in december his next date is 1-13 he is...

so i am back online i missed being able to come to this site where i have met a few friends who have been more than sympathetic and have alot of kinds words to support me through this bad awful time...

hi everyone i am in duluth safe and sound staying at a domestic violence shelter. they dont allow us internet access to their system so i am getting online not very often but since i got a moment...