i am back
so i am back online i missed being able to come to this site where i have met a few friends who have been more than sympathetic and have alot of kinds words to support me through this bad awful time i have been going through. i am in duluth and finally in my new place i pay 400 a month plus elect and cooking gas it has radiator heat (awesome) secure building that has no buzzer system so it is even more secure it is quiet and i feel safe it is not far from the clinic under 6 blocks away and near the main downtown area for the main transit stations for the bus. though unless i go to the mall-fat chance of that-i hate shopping!!!!!!!! yes a woman who hates to shop no matter what it is. anyway if i need to take a bus i will otherwise i can walk it no problem.my heart is doing good my stress-echo came back all good and i FINALLY got my cholesterol levels to where they should be and my weight is now in the 150 range. it was not alot of fun staying at a shelter for women fleeing domestic violence and felt that i was going to go crazy with the chaos i was there for 3 wks in april-may got into it with another woman there left that night feeling unsafe there my x-husband let me stay with him for 3 months then threw me out in a drunken rage so back to the same shelter 8-20 then about the 19 of sept i got a place i was lucky to get an extension to stay till the 1st when i moved into my new place now i have to get my things from roy the reason i was in the shelter in the first place i am storing it in his garage and nothing is going to keep me from getting what little possessions i do have back i refuse to start over i have built over way too many times what little i do have is precious i have an armhs worker helping me of course no work on how the case is going against my dad but i have talked to his x wife and his behavior is escalating a woman who worked the bar he goes to had to change shifts because of him being creepy and hitting on her making coments eluding to sex how hot she is cant get his ass locked up fast enough i wont need to go to court the da will do all that kinda thing and he admitted to what he did to me but i have decided that when the day finally does come where he is being sentenced i want to be there and read him a letter i have yet to write and have time to do so and read it to him the day he gets his sentence to let him know that he is no longer my father (has not been for a while) he gave that up when he hurt me that i have not one memory that i do not question and the good ones are now tainted well something like that will be in the letter and that moment will be the moment when i will hopefully find some closure justice to this whole mess i guess i missed you all alot more than i thought this became a book not an hello update oh well hugs go out to everyone
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