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my dad gets out this sat morning i hear the first thing he is doing is getting a bottle his officer was notified got back with the xhusb last week doing therapy and not living together for a while.  I HAVE THE BEST NEWS TO SHARE...... I GOT ME A KITTEN!!!!!!!!! her name is sooki i got her from my sexual assault advocate her older cat was just getting harassed way to much by sooki and of all the people my advocate knows she trusted ME to give her to i am sooo touched my advocate pam just knew that i would be the best fit and would love sooki-her original name-with all my heart and i do she is my new avatar i just wanted to share the news it has been an awesome two weeks since i have gotten her. no pet rent or deposit i just got a therapy pet letter from my doctor. my younger brother who is severely mentally physically disabled turned 38 he was not supposed to live at all he arrested twice then they decided (parents) to take him off life support and signed a DNR they let him and god decide 38 years later i find he is one of the strongest one i know he has shown me a pure form of love just by existing he has feelings he is a person!!! i never allowed people to pick on him without answering to me- i was a protective older sister!!! i am not ashamed i feel lucky i am more of a caring loving understanding compassionate person because of him!!!! i guess i just figured out what i could have put as a title for this but i am just going to keep this like it is and say i am looking at things that i thank god i have in my life and that is how i am feeling thankful happy content.....