finding pieces of peace???

i am finding more peace lately i am relaxing i am still hanging with the new guy . instead of getting all dependent and clingy i am doing something new- JUST LIVING TODAY- yesterday is not today yesterday will not be tomorrow.   the maintenance guy put a peep hole in my door so i can look and see who is on the other side and there are now cameras at the back door and the front door i am on good terms with all the neighbors  November 3 was my younger severly disabled from birth very disabled turned 38 they gave him under an hour they thought he would die immediatly and he turned 38 he has shown me the real meaning of fight for your life and i kicked some rumps growing up defending him and never regret it i dont have much else for an update my dad gets out in dec and i am not too freaked out i have lots of people looking out for me who are great