Brittanyg16

tonite was good. i did have a panic attack (i think) b/c i dont know what one really is. my hands were tingling and i was stiff matt was right there telling me that it was ok and to breathe and all...

i had nothing to worry bout! as soon as i saw him i wasnt nervous! he looked so good in his ACU's! he supprised me at school. and every one of my friends knew and my parents knew that he was actually...

todays the day! im very nervous!!!! mom just came in here and gave me a pep talk b/c i was upset about being nervous. she has calmed me down a little bit. i just hope im ok when he gets here. pray 4...

well i was pretty nervous all day about matt comming home tomorow. whats new. im sure ill be fine tho...on another not i was in a car accident today! fun!fun! i was just slowing down to turn into my...

ok, matt got his paper work taken care of. he should be home thurdsday around 5 and then he said he will be at my house at about 7.  well on a different note...my bff is stuck up her boyfriends ass....

well first, i talked to matt and he said that when he broke his foot we didnt have to take the last PT test so one of the drill sgt.'s was supposed to do some paper work saying that it was ok for...

3 days! getting EXCITED!!!!!!!! still somewhat nervous but REALLY EXCITED!!!!! AHH!!!

over all i had a good week. but im starting to get nervous again. i knew that would happen. blah. matt will be home wednesday of thursday. he thinks he might fly out the day after he graduates...

well yesterday was actually good! idk what happened to make me turn around! but i did and i was actually VERY excited about matt comming home! i wasnt nervous all day. it felt GREAT!!!! this...

mornings are awful! im so nervous every morning about matt comming home. it takes me forever to calm myself down. im usually not calm until i get home from school. then im basically fine! i dont get...

11 days

well today wasnt so good. i spoke too soon on the nervous thing. i woke up and said 15 more days and then..............NERVES!!! so that set my day off great (sarcasm) when i do get nervous i stay...

matt gets to graduate on dec. 19th and idk when he will fly out but he will either be home on the 19th or 20th. so 16-17 days! im getting excited! but still kinda nervous. but its less and less now....

i been doing better. i been doing breathing exercises as soon as i feel nervous. i dont give it time to come over me. :) yay! im starting to get excited about matt comming home. yay! instead of...

the anxiety is getting worse. idk what to do. i really dont wnt to be medicated. and i dont even want to talk to my parents about it.....again. they wont listen anyways. matt tries to help but he...