well first, i talked to matt and he said that when he broke his foot we didnt have to take the last PT test so one of the drill sgt.'s was supposed to do some paper work saying that it was ok for matt to miss that test. some how the paper work didnt get to where it was supposed to go so the out process might take longer for him. so theres a possibility he might not be home till friday. im taking one hit after the other it seems like. :(then me and matt got into a little spat. it wasnt big but it hurt my feelings. well matt was talking about something and he said "you should buy that for me" and i jokingly said "oh, the things i buy you!" so he was like "you bought me something else? Quit buying me Shit!!" thats when i was like "fine then, if you are going to talk to me like that i wont buy you anything anymore." matt never used to cuss at me before he joined the army...except he has done it twice now and he does it the whole time on the phone with me when he is talking to other guys. and maybe im being too sensitive but it hurt my feelings. it made me mad. it made me just want to take back all the stuff i got for him for christmas b/c if he doesnt want his "shit" then ill just take it back and get my money back if he doesnt appreciate me wanting to make him feel special. well then we hung up b/c it was my bedtime (ugh! still have a bed time on school nights!!) so we texted. thats when he got feeling all bad and sorry for his self and all that. idk if he just wanted me to feel bad for him and get over it. i told him that i forgave him but that it hurt my feelings and i cant just be happy when im not. well then i fell asleep on him. so that made me feel bad when i woke up this morning. and now i still feel bad. and im tired and i feel like i got hit by a truck. thank goodness its the last week of school. we get out on thursday. and he was supposed to be home thursday. i hope it works out. so i will take my too sensitive self and go get ready for school. hope you all have a good day.