Brittanyg16

well my weekend went good. friday matt come over and stayed the nite with a friend. saturday nite he came over again and ended up (b/c he is stubborn kinda) spending 5 hrs in a hotel b4 he had to go...

well my weekend went good. friday matt come over and stayed the nite with a friend. saturday nite he came over again and ended up (b/c he is stubborn kinda) spending 5 hrs in a hotel b4 he had to go...

well matt has another drill this weekend so he will come home friday nite and thats it.  AND he is being stubborn at the moment. he got into a fight with his parents and he said that they are always...

last nite was intresting i guess u could say. this girl that matt has been friends with for a long time was at my homecomming ball game last nite. i really dont like her. sometimes i do feel like im...

its finially friday!!!!!!!! i get to see matt today!!!!! :D YYYYAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!!! i cant wait! ill see him tonite and then he goes to drill BUT since it isnt far enough away for him to get a free...

well matt left on sunday. he came over for like an hour on sunday b4 he left. this time good bye wasnt so hard. i miss him tho. but i will see him friday and monday.  so last nite i for some reason...

nevermind.  he has to stay at the first college. he already paid for room and board for the whole semester and they wont refund his money. so he is going to be about 1 1/2 - 2 hrs away from me. im...

well alot has happened since i wrote my last journal. lol. well matt went up to his college on thursday. first his schedual was messed up. he said that they gave him like the worst classes they had...

i went to matts house last nite (i never go to his house so i was nervous but it was all ok) watching him pack up for college was hard. i hate that he is leaving me again. i no i should be thankful...

i talked to my mom this morning. she always makes me feel better. i feel better now about all the stuff that was bothering me. im happy today. maybe it was just one of those days or something. ...

matts home i should be happy. im happy being with him but lately i have been feeling hopeless about our relationship. idk why. how can i love someone and be so happy but at the same time be so...

well we got a dollar amount from the insurance adjuster from my car wreck. the dollar amount is too low. theres no car out there that was the same as mine for that low of a price. we have looked on...

i had a great day! basically no anxiety!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just want to scream from mt. everest that I LOVE MATT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i just love him so much! i hope everyone had a GREAT christmas!!!!!!!

i went to matts family christmas. it was fun! im glad i went. i felt welcome there. it was hard for me to eat tho b/c i was so nervous b4 but the ride there was a long one so matt talked me thru it...