Brittanyg16

a few days ago matt told me i had a letter comming that he wrote last friday and to jsut throw it away when i got it and to not even read it. well i read it anyways... he said not to read it b/c it...

fyi: matt got caught on the phone last weekend talking to his dad.....not me so...not my fault.well this morning i kinda feel just a little down b/c of stuff i have been reading on here that military...

matt called me! yay! the bad thing is that he got caught on a cell phone and got a rank drop!! is that bad? i really dont know if thats a really bad thing or not.

why is all this so hard? sometimes i feel like i don teven know matt anymore. i guess b/c i dont talk to him alot. does anyone else feel that way??

I WANT THE NERVOUSNESS TO STOP!! why cant i stop getting nervous! im not worried about anything i just get the nervous feeling when i talk to matt and when i think about him sometimes. Gosh i just...

got a call last nite from matt. only for a few minutes tho. the only reason he is getting to call me as often as he does is because he told the drill sargent that in one of his grandmas letters she...

just got two letters from matt when i got home from work. i miss him more than i thought i did. i cried a little when i read them. then i went for a drive to get some supper and that Avril Lavigne...

i am wore out! had to dance at half time of the biggest football game of the year last nite!! we lost tho (thats nothing new) i had so much fun! i was nervous about performing all day long but when i...

hi. today was a good day. matt called a minute ago but it was really short. but it was still nice to hear his voice. just wish we could have talked longer. but its ok

you all have been very helpful! thankyou to every one! oh and by the way do any of you guys have myspace or facebook??

today is already a bad day. im just so down in the dumps. i want to cry b/c i need him to talk to and everything. he always makes me feel a little better. i just want to be hugged and told that...

im starting to miss matt alot more today. i miss all the little things like being held and kissed on the forehead and being hugged. i want to cry  but im gonna stay strong for him. he wouldnt want...

matt called me about an hour ago. i was so glad to hear from him. just wish he was here with me. i talked to his step mom today. she said they were flying out for his graduation from basic training...

Today is mine and matt's 11month anniversuary!!

got 3 letters today woo hoo!! only hard part of my day was when matts recruter came to one of my classes and talked to us about the benifits of joining the national guard. it was hard to look at the...