well i was pretty nervous all day about matt comming home tomorow. whats new. im sure ill be fine tho...on another not i was in a car accident today! fun!fun! i was just slowing down to turn into my road and this lady rearended me! i wasnt stopped yet. when she hit me i spun around one and a half times so i was facing the opposite direction from where i started. im VERY proud of how i handeled myself. i got into my head and calmed myself down (mostly b/c i couldnt find my phone.) when i got my phone i was shaking so hard that i couldnt dial. it took me 3 tries to get a hold of my mom who was probably a mile away since the wreck happened at the end of my road. i WAS panacked but i handeled myself well. 2 ladys stopped to see if i was ok and one was a nurse she told me to breathe in my nose and out of my mouth. and the other one called 911 and stayed with me even after my parents got there. my mom got her name and number but didnt get to tak to the nurse. as for the other driver, her airbag deployed and her hands where bruised from that and it looked like (according to my mom) she had been burned on her head by the airbag. she was shocked. she said that she never saw me. so my back end is a mess. dad says it probably totaled. :( i loved my car too. it was a black 2001 dodge neon. ill get a new car eventually. but really i dont care. i wont drive 4 a while anyways. so then the EMT men recommended that i go to the ER and get some x-rays done just to make sure i was ok. so i did that and everything is fine. funny thing was when i got there matts aunt was in the waiting room. lol. i think she called matts mom while she was in there. so maybe ill get some sympathy from her. :) thats always good. lol. really im not that upset about the car. im thankful that im ok. the woman who called 911 had to swerve to miss me b/c my car spun into on comming traffic. yikes! i had my head down the whole time. i didnt realize what was going on. but its a good learning experience for me. OHH!!! and the police officer that was comming to my wreck was passing all the traffic to get to me and some jeep decided to do a U-Turn and so the jeep hit the police car head on!!! that was just a little bit behind me. i saw that happen. that was really scary too. but as far as i know, everyone is ok. but i dont really know. i bet there was at least 10 cop cars in that little one mile strip of road. geez! what a day!! one more day of school and one more day till my baby is back. the doc says ill be sore tomorow. and she gave me a muscle relaxor. so im thinking even if i am nervous tomorow that the muscle relaxor will take car of that. at least i hope it does. well hope everyone elses day was less eventfull! lol