Brittanyg16

i got my 15 min call!!!!!! yay!!

matt didnt call me yesterday.  if he doesnt call me today i will probably go insane!!!!! i need him right now. i feel awful. i need to talk to him and if i dont i will probably be a wreck this week....

oh what a day!!! lol i was nervous all day about dancing at the game tonite. then i was wishing matt was here to tell me that it was all ok. so i got to my coaches room 2day and balled my eyes out. i...

im feeling a little on the nervous side today. im supposed to dance at football half time tonite. im excited but im nervous and i never ususally used to be this way last year! its frustrating. im not...

yesterday i got 3 letters from matt. the first two were good. the last one wasnt good tho. my dad brought the letters up to my work for me so i could read them. well anyway the third letter was...

i talked to matts dad on the phone today. i was glad that he answered  the phone instead of his step mom b/c matt told me in one of his letters that his dad had written to him ihs dad said that...

i did have a great weekemd! but i didnt sleep good at all last nite. i tossed and turned all nite. i guess i was thinking too much. u know how sometimes u cant sleep b/c ur mind is not at rest? thats...

matt called me!  enough said right?! im on top of the world! yay! we got to talk w/o people yelling. and we talked for almost 40 minutes!! but he only gets to talk to me because he had told the...

i got 4 letters today! yay! me and a group of friends went to a football game. it was so fun! but the whole time i was wishing matt was there w me. but the good thing is that i had fun! id write more...

i hate this! practice was horrible and i was so frustrated and pissed! do girls gotta yell and be such bitches?!?!? its not necessary! and i didnt get letters from matt...its been a week and im going...

feeling better today...not sure why tho...lol. just thought id let everyone know

Dear matt,i feel like crap today. i just want you here to make it all better. im starting to wonder if this is all worth it. is it going to be better when you get back? or is it going to be crappy...

today im just in a "pissed at the world" mood. i got to talk to matt but its like everytime he calls he is so rushed and sometimes ill say someting and i get no response and im like, "hello?" and hes...

im mad! matt called me and we got to talk for a little while but his platoon leader was saying get off the phone! Why cant i get just a little time to freakin talk to him?!?!?!?!??! i bet mr. platoon...

does it kill anyone else to see their boyfriend/fiancee/husband cry?? i cant get that image out of my head for some reason this morning!! i've seen him cry two times in my life. the first time was...