ok, matt got his paper work taken care of. he should be home thurdsday around 5 and then he said he will be at my house at about 7.  well on a different note...my bff is stuck up her boyfriends ass. ugh! but w/e. shes been a bitch 4 a while. like i would say bye to her and she wouldnt say nothing to me. she would kiss her bf bye and then walk off and not say bye to me even tho i would yell it! but her bf would always say bye to me. i really like her bf i have no problem with him. shes just all lovey dovey with him all the time and doesnt really acknolwedge that im there. or at least thats how it feels. idk she can suck my big toe. im over it. she said i talked too much about matt. and i told her that if her bf was gone and she loved and missed him then she would talk about him alot too. she doesnt understand. and so what if i talk about him all the time. get over it! i love him! suck my big toe em!! ugh! then at dance practice today...well...let me rewind to yesterday...we got our new dance tops. they are so cute! ne ways the lady that is in charge of financing and getting our clothes (who is not our coach by the way) ordered me a CHILDS MEDIUM!!!! ok really im small but not THAT small! ugh! so i was like um no im not going to wear that! it comes up past my belly button! and she was like well im offended that you would think i would make you wear that. blablabla....and i was like i was just telling you that i refuse to wear something that doesnt fit me. so my coach said take the adult small and try it on. it fit so she told me to take it home. i was happy! now back to today...the lady comes up to me and says..."did you take the adult small home with you?" and i said, "yea, u and coach told me to." she said "no i didnt. i told you to try it on" and i said "well coach said for me to take it home so i did" then she says "you need to bring it back b/c another girl (who is the ladies daughter: i'll call her girlA) doesnt have a top. so i need you to bring back your small and give it to girlB who has a adult medium which is the size that GirlA needs." (sorry if thats confusing) then she went on to say, "i know a seamstress who can add fabric to yours and make it longer so that it fits you." then i said "you dont underdstand, it doesnt fit me anywhere! its TOO SMALL!!!!!" so she said "well everyone is bringing them back blablabla..." well no im not bringing mine back b/c its not me thats out of a shirt. its GirlB. i shouldnt be punished 4 being small. and theres girls who are the same size as me! so her excuse for ordering me a child medium was that i complained that nothing she got me fit. FYI i was talking about the t-shirts that you buy that are too big on EVERYONE!!! stupid bitch! she can suck my other big toe!! my dad said if the lady had a problem with me not bringing my top back that she could call him and he would set her straight. hehe bitch! daddy is the best! and thats where i get my stubborness from so good luck with him! if u think im stubborn wait till you talk to him bitch!what a day... and 2 more w/o my baby