Co-owner Conclusion

Don't know how much hearing I have today and hard bitter experience makes me reluctant to test my hearing levels on critical phone calls, even when the person on the other end knows and cares about my hearing handicap. For that reason, I asked hubs for an email update on yesterday's co-owner's luncheon. I am grateful he allowed it. It was a long string of ? ? ? which I translate as, "Projects still suspended." He asked if I would meet with him this weekend. I care about my husband's grief, but I have grief of my own to process. He cares about my grief as best as he can. His "Best" kinda scares me right now. Don't care to air that proverbial laundry just now. I believe I have more urgent laundry to air.

Still reaching for the focus to prep the truck for the drive to the confluence of the Mississippi and Ohio Rivers in front of Fort Defiance State Park. Gently. Reminding myself that the harder I chase focus, the more it will elude me. Currently tubing to "The Great Elephant Escape."